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Sunday, July 5th, 2009
8:39 pm - last day of vacation...sigh
Random picture time!

My new Hens N Chicks. My groomer Julie gave me some for Christmas, but I killed them transplanting them outside. Succulents don't need much water, apparently. I think I'll keep these inside.

Now we have:
The wall beside my computer desk. Roland the Gunslinger from the comic book of The Dark Tower, a tee shirt hell shirt image that I had to gank "Mary was only a virgin if you don't count anal"
and a sign that my old friend Kris made years ago that I took from her house during a birthday party for her and her friends and Butch. It says: "When I was your age, we went to church every Sunday and Wednesday OR GOD KILLED US!" So irreverent, lol. I wonder what ever happened to her. Got in touch with her sister, but haven't talked to her in years, since she was suspected of stealing money from work. Never knew if it was her, but yeah, it pointed that way...sigh.


Random bad pic of me. My boobs should never be braless unless naked. Stupid droopage...
But the middle finger is classic Amanda pic pose, and it what I think about going back to work Monday. HAH!



And now for something completely different.
Was reading [info]diabetes and someone posted about 3 people with type one diabetes dying recently, and being scared by that and other people talking about using that as a scare tactic to get your shit together, so to speak.
[info]lost_cosmos posts this:

"scare tactics + diabetes = does not work.
using this kind of bullshit to make one worry about their diabetes care regardless of type of diabetes you have is just adding more stress to having a life altering disease that is MORE dangerous [the stressing over everything and death/complications] than being accepting that you have diabetes and need to take precautions to what the disease is.
if you know how to properly take care of yourself, count carbs properly and medicate for them properly with medical follow-up as prescribed/needed then these scare tactics are just stressing you OUT for no reason. diabetes is a livable disease and a money maker. this is why there will be no cure any time soon for it because its lucrative for the medical community.
the complications are tiny ultimately based on person to person but the lists they give are huge because they could possibly happen if IF if and take years of IF if if.
again the stress of worrying about this that and the other thing rather than just doing what is in your control rather than what other people are doing will do you MORE harm than anything."


Of course big pharma does not want there to be a cure for diabetes. We spend a ridiculous amount of money with supplies and medications, especially people on the pump.



Also, I had a 3 hour phone gab session with [info]bondage_pixie. You were right Ali, she is a doll! :) I never talk on the phone, but that was fun.

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Saturday, July 4th, 2009
11:49 am
It is impossible to sing along to without sounding like a yodeling jackass, but I love this song, and the video.

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Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
10:55 pm - random high-contrast, fat-hiding, feel good about myself picture AKA "ghetto glamour shots"


I have my insulin pump clipped between my boobs here. It is a pretty darn convenient place for it.

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Friday, June 26th, 2009
4:50 pm - quickie update
just bought a 6 blade razor.
Take that, pubes!
Also, some more red hair dye, whorish eye shadow, smelly-good deodorant, and some Rockstar Zero Carb, which is a shocking PINK color that resembles transmission fluid and not something to drink. Tastes like Red Bull though. blech!



It is hot as fuck outside, and my plans to clean out my disgusting car were derailed by feeling like I would pass out.

I'm on vacation until July 6th, and I am being a big fat lazy butt. YAAAY!

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3:49 pm
beautifulagony.com


amazing!

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Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
9:59 pm

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3:40 pm
in the completely useless things thing of the day, I snagged HolaGatita23 for my FB username.

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Sunday, June 7th, 2009
3:52 pm
Bonobos are awesome apes.
They solve conflict through expressions of sexuality.
Boys, girls, it's all good.

Word.

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Saturday, June 6th, 2009
10:18 pm

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7:08 pm
sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
sometimes i forget i'm alive
i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of it's way
i hear it calling and i come cuz i can't disobey
i should not listen and i shouldn't believe but i do
yes i do

she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel

my life it seems has taken a turn
why in the name of god would i ever want to return

peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground
fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around
i wanna kill away the rest of what's left
and i do
yes i do

she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel

and nothing can stop me now
there's nothing to fear
and everything that ever was
is inside of here

woah woah woah woah woah
inside of here

now i just stare into the sun
and i see everything i've done
i think i could have been someone
but i can't stop what has begun
when everything is said and done
and there is no place left to run
i think i used to be someone
now i just stare into the sun

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Friday, June 5th, 2009
5:54 pm



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1:31 pm

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Sunday, May 31st, 2009
7:22 pm - "Wish" courtesy of [info]uglygreencouch

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4:20 pm - On George Tiller's murder...
George Carlin said it best:
"These people aren't pro-life; they're killing doctors! What kind of pro-life is that? What, they'll do anything to save a fetus but it if grows up to be a doctor they just might have to kill it?"

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3:53 pm
Me and Butch at NIN last night. His hair is trying to eat me, lol.



My ticket, got seat 23. WOOOT!


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2:25 pm - ROCKED OOOOOOOUUUT

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Saturday, May 30th, 2009
10:03 am - Literal Video Spam Post. You know these rock! Watch NOW















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Friday, May 29th, 2009
11:08 am
I'm gonna see TRez tomorrow and I am so freaking excited!!!

This will be my fourth NIN concert, and probably the last since Trent is saying he's done after this. We'll see.

I'm re-dying my hair bright as fuck red today. I really love the color I get with Creme of Nature, Ragin Red, but it only lasts about two weeks before it turns shitty reddish orange. Someone suggested another brand that may not fade as quick, will look into that. I am lucky my boss does not really give a fuck what I do with my hair. The perks of having the same job for seven years, I guess :)

I'm trying to figure out if I should wear my sexay red plaid Snot Topic dress and platform boots to the concert. It is cute, but I am accident prone, and I could see myself breaking an ankle and my boobs falling out at inopportune times. LOL. Also, I'm almost 28, should I stop dressing like I'm 16 again?? Screw it, I'm still young and cute. HAAAHH, not really.

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Tuesday, May 26th, 2009
9:32 pm - oh lord...

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Sunday, May 24th, 2009
11:26 am
For the last couple days I've been listening to:

The High End of Low, Marilyn Manson's new album- meh. I used to be such a hardcore Manson fan, but this album and Eat Me Drink Me were so underwhelming. We're From America, and Arma-Goddamn-Mutha-Fuckin'-Geddon are so so, nothing else really stands out. This album is all "WAAAAHHHH DITA WHY DON'T YOU LOOOOOOOOVE ME"

The Beatles, 1. Every song that I have heard 700000000x but still puts me in a great mood.

Only By The Night, Kings of Leon- This is really growing on me. So VERY Springsteenish, and I'm not even really a fan of Bruce Springsteen.

I also got Mash Up Your Bootz, a Mashups complilation with like 300 songs, a few weeks ago. I've been annoying the hell out of Butch, but it is loads of fun.
My favs-
Come Together Closer- Beatles vs NIN
Sad but Superstitious- Metallica vs Stevie Wonder
Oye Mi Sweet Dutchie- Black Sabbath "Sweet Leaf" vs Musical Youth "Pass the Dutchie" vs Afroman "Because I Got High"
Mash Me Amadeus- Falco vs a zillion other songs
Smells Like Bleeding Love- Nirvana vs Liana Lewis
She Wants Animals- Ace of Base vs NIN (LOL)
Wannabe My Badd Bitch-Spice Girls vs Ying Yang Twins and Mike Jones (also LOL)
Orinoco Bitch-Enya vs Prodigy

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